Beep Poem by Heart of Ice Die Die Die

Never good enough,
faces whirl and twirl.
Just as it stops blurrin'
the image fades once more.
yes, no, maybe, Never again
Hurt too many times.
Won't let anyone in.
Just suvivin'
trying to kick back.
Another catastrophe.
No way out,
so trapped inside.
Mind burstin'
seams tearin'
no reason to keep on going.
This world is dark and cruel
servin' gruel and tryin' to call it food.
Forgetting remembering.
Sometimes
I wish it wouldn't surface.
Can't do this.
Beep it.
I'm through.