Be Me Again Poem by Faithful Aggression

im here full of hate
its so deep that its eating at my soul
how can i dare begin to exlain this pain
this pain that turns into into sadness and confusion
thinking why me
hurting so bad its hard to think with out crying
trying as hard as i can not to cry
trying to stay strong
can i be strong this one last time
holding back my tears
as its burns my throat
i just have to go threw this little bit and am done
fighting for survival trying to make it on my own
living off of hatered
where do i go from here
is there anying left of what was me
torn into shreds
is there anything left of me
what will become of me
will i ever be the same
my happy self who had fun
i want that back
i want my self esteem back
i dont wanna hurt anymore
i dont wanna cry
i dont wanna feel lost
i dont wanna feel like a outcast
i wanna be me again