Awkward Love Affair Poem by Stella Andrews

its an awkward feeling,
the feeling your being cheated on.

its awkward kissing him and thinking to yourself
who else has just been here?

its awkward to think he's comparing your body
with the mistress hes just laid with.

its awkward when im having se.x with him
and all i can think is she is now inside me.

its so fu.cking awkward when i know whats going on
when i can see it in your eyes
and yet i can't and you can't
muster the strength to confront it.

its an awkward feeling when you say, i love you soo much,
and i force myself to say it back.

i find it awkward, this little love affair,
and i don't know what to do.
the saddest part is,
i will always forgive you.