At Bay.... Poem by Cleo Blue

This is to Jake and Olivia... Whom i love very much but they don't seem to know that Jake is practically why i didn't kill myself yet and Olivia is my person I can't think of any better friends... i seem to be living for them but they seem to not be able to care anyless about me...One of my fave quptes is: Never allow some one to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option... i should take my own advice but it says alot about someone if you hurt them and they still care... i still love you guys and care about you more than anything in the world... Do you care abour me just as much? I am expecting you to say no so only tell me if it is yes... you would just probably say no anyway... ugh but i would still care! Whay does my heart betray me in the worse/most hurtful ways! ? -mumbles- i swear the universe has it out for me....-