As In My Thoughts I Want To Be Poem by Shivani Yadav

Setting my arms together.....
Or relaxing myself in chair,
I get to know, I'm restless....
A feeling haunts me....
Is haunting me....
And ever haunted me....
Hard to get what exactly it is,
not catching up with the pace life is running.....
I find myself lonely......
Like a fairy who is denied to fly,
like an insect who is trying for light....
Like a flower who is about to dry.....
Like a bird who is trying to fly.....
Don't know what actually want I? ? ?
Time runs fast and it is, it's showing it is mighty and nothing i can do!
It seems to me an arrogant blond,
Who waits for nothing but only runs its own!
It says come with me and future is yours,
It says run with me and destination is yours....
But I wanna sit somewhere alone......
Where nobody comes except my own......
Where flowers will blossom just for me......
Where birds will sing in an amazing glee.......
Where breeze will cool me to my soul.....
Where sun will burn all my sins......
Where moon will sooth all my worries......
Where the stars will lighten up my path......
Where dew drops will be pearls of precious kind......
Who will wet the grass just for me......
I will lay down there and will have a deep sleep......
As like forever.....
Nobody will be there to shake me up.....
I will go on sleep and feel the rest......
Will find answer to all my quest......
And will dream something amazing.....
Will be flowing freely as in a water stream.....
As in my thoughts i want to be.......