Argh The Blunder Poem by Jasjiv Singh

i am so angry at myself
you can't imagine the frustration
i feel soo small just like an elf
but still i can't cross my limitations

i committed such a blunder
well you can imagine coz u know me well
it wasn't even close to a surrender
everyone was fine, to me it felt like hell

damn me myself and more of me
this is exactly what i was afraid of
my parents told me about this politely
but their advice i always brushed off

why must i make this childish mistakes
why can't i learn once n for all
perhaps i don't have what it takes
maybe i'll learn after this fall

the good side is i've learnt my lesson
i believe HE made me do what was right
i sooooo need more of his blessin
so that i don't beat myself in this fight