Are They Really Mine? ? ? Poem by Silkina Mankotia

whenever i am happy, my smile fades away
i've left my heart, where i always wanted to stay,
its been a month and i am seriously alone
they dont even reply my msgs or answer my phone
i wish they come and hold me, be by my side
but i know they'll never come, therefore i want to hide
are they the one's who broke my heart
i lost the race of life, right from the start
i loved them without condition, but they loved me not
they were the one's for whom i faught
my mirror makes fun of me, for him i am a clown
i am so weak and useless i've let myself down
i am siting on the chair, and the clock shows nine
still wondering are they really mine? ?
are they really mine? ? ......
[by - Silkina Mankotia]