Angry Poem by Arie Mack

I'm angry because I'm confuse
why do I have to have this feeling?
It feels like I'm being abused by this feeling
angry because there's a lot of things bothering me
I cant get it out
when I do, it doesnt sound like its supposed to
people just look at me like I'm crazy and keep on doing what they were doing
confused because its not like me
I cant really express how and what I'm feeling
confused because I used to be happy
when i was not I knew how to be
but now I don't really know how to be
all I know is to hide my feelings behind my smile and also my eyes