Anger..... Poem by rigdev bandyopadhyay

I close my eyes, in an attempt to sleep,
I need to sleep, have to sleep, need the rest.

I lay my head against the wall, and close my eyes,
I see nothing but black canvas.

I feel nothing, I am put in a trance, sleeping,
And then…

From a distant, I hear grisly laughter and music,
My eyes flick open.

It is nothing but the sound of happiness, atrocious, disgust.

My brain thuds against my head,
My heart pounds louder than ever against my chest.

Ode to my terrible rage that is about to happen,
So many of you people disgust me.

The sound of bliss, the face of joy,
Your happiness is what I do not want to see,
Laughter rings in my ears like chimes,
The smell of something bitter, sweet, stings my throat.

Must… put… an end… to this.

Faces, faces.and faces, they're screaming, yelling, running.

A knife swings blood,
Splashes and pools of blood cover the hall's floors.

I feel anger, joy, bliss, and most of all revenge,
What great joy their painful deaths brings me.