An Oath With My Silence.... Poem by Nabajit Sarmah

Have you ever tried
To be numb for long?
When you can hear only
Your breath n heartbeat sound;
Painful memories soaring high
And odd feelings fill your sky,
Neither you can scream
nor weep and cry;
When heart only beats
And mind gets vaporised,
You try to fall asleep
But nothing can make you tranquilized;
When eyes gets heavy
And you want to come out of the dark,
Trying and trying hard
But can't forget your past;
No clue what to do and
Cannnot feel anyone's presence,
Oh! What am I asking for?
I am in an oath with my silence.......