Alone In Darkness Poem by Stanley Oguh

Alone in the darkness; inside a
broken heart,
Sitting on the throne of pain; a
remaining particle of a broken soul,
My wound is love; it has once been
my anchorage and my port of will in
this abstruse world,
My pen is bleeding dark ink; feebly
searching for emotional resilience,
maps of tears stain searching for
pathway to the island of bliss,
What else but Love; the reason for
my pain; the reason for the scar of
misery I bear,
The anguish and despair masking
this emotional challenges i raced,
the torment of the soul i enrage
and shadows of the abyss that
follow me to every place,
if you could understand the
language of my heart,
the silent screams; the violent
dreams echoing beneath the pit of
my fragile mind,
Concealing the lingering shiver of
hurts with fake smiles,
Trying to forget the lies and how
deep fake love hurts,
Exhausting my emotional strength
fighting this sting of pain,
The pain that cannot be expressed
in words but crying,
Sitting in the darkness; tears
flowing from my eyes like streams,
Cursing the heartless; for ruining
my life and killing my dreams,
Questioning myself if it was
possible for my heart to be fixed
and repaired?
The shadow on the wall with fear
instilled and despair,
Sitting in the darkness with no hope
remaining,
With nothing but a broken heart in
the wish that life would replace it.