Alone I End Poem by Zane Lewis

I feel it, the pain shoots through me
I press harder just to see
How far it will let me go.
Just so the pain will let me know.
Am i alive? Am i real?
the pain lets me feel
I feel my emotions explode.
The pain lightens the load.
Tears stop flowing.
My face stops showing.
Pain to Stop the Pain.
I hide the shame
Long sleeves and bracelets.
So noone can see the cuts
Happy i lie
While inside i die
No help in the end.
Alone I End