Alone By Choice Poem by crystal thomas

alone i am in the rain
wishing and wishing for it to rid my pain
alone im spraled out on the floor
alone in the darkness i couldnt ask for more
alone as i cry these salty tears
alone dreaming about my fears
alone a am but why
why would i lay here and die
why is my being alone always the answer
why is being alone part of my disaster.
alone i am in my fairytale dream
the darkness around me wat does it mean
alone as the cold drapes over me
forever alone i choose to be.