Allah, I Swear I Try Poem by Ala elouri

Allah,
I swear I try to get to what you ask from me.
I work so hard to reach the goal.
Yet, still there's always an empty goal.
At times I wish the atmosphere around me
And the atmosphere that is visible in the world would change..
If We were one hand, and respected each others just as sisters
And brothers
Nothing would have been this way...
At moments of my life, I remember myself from before..
As I look now..I feel I have came to you closer and closer..
Allah, You are what makes my voice appear..
And my tears dissappear..
Without you, proud with me, how could I sleep? ?
OR Even think to eat?
Allah, Believe me..
I have many dreams and faith.
I just pray that it alives till the day..
I hope I become more and more closer to you..
I dream that, you inpower me to become stronger in your religion..
Alhamdallah you have made me in this way..
I thank you for the heart, You let me see, and believe in..
I thank you for making me become this way..
Religious, amazing, and forgiving..
I Thank you for the family I have..
How has made me see that life isnt just what we live in..
Life is a test you have gave to me...<3
Life made me see and think wisely..<3
I have done many, hard, tough, and keen tasks in my life to gain my Faith and courage in you..
And believe it or not..
I have become someone who I could never be..
The years showed me alot..
It showed me how to live,
Yet, I had it all in front of me the other years before..
But before, I had my eyes half closed to the world..
Now, As I bow down to the floor, I know you are proud of me..
So Is my family..


Everytime, Something goes wrong,
I know you have my back to let me see..
I believe that If my heart is pure as a white baby heart..
I could finally make a big desicion..
Allah, You know my intention right now..
And I hope you help me perform this task, after years from today...
All I ask for is your help,
Like when you got my mind to awaken to the World..
I ask for your help for me to make this wiseful desicion...
My heart is white, and pure..
So I am deeply sure that I am meant for this task..
My enviorment I live in is faithful, I know I could be..
All I need is power and strength in me..


Ala Elouri