All My Fears Poem by Tessa Monaghan

All My Fears



I always lay here
Thinking and wondering
Why things happen that I fear
I sit and keep pondering
What have I done to deserve such thing
I do what I can I try to be me
I'm just a human being.

All I want is nothing out of the ordinary
It's just I simple request I thought
But now it makes me weary
Whenever I let down my guard....
Trusting has been hard
I get smacked and torn
And stabbed again and again by thorns.

Those voices don't stop
Telling me how stupid I am
How unworthy I am
And painfully ugly.
These voices enjoy and feed off the pain
Telling me I have nothing to gain.
I lay here wondering why me
Why must this be
What have I done to be treated with so much deceit.
Nothing in my world I will beat.

So I lay here
Night after night
Just wanting love
Truth
And honesty
Someone to hold close and feel secure.
But to find all that is very costly.
All my fears
All my tears
All that heart break and ache
For heavens sake!
I just need a damn break.

Love with no end
Love with a friend
Truth to a 'T'
Honesty I can see.
Laughter with smiles.
Just someone to want me
Possibly for eternity.

This I can't find
Not with any strings attached
Love with no binds
My one and only match.

Wednesday, March 19, 2014
Topic(s) of this poem: love hurts
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