All I Want To Do Is Cry Poem by Clare Walsh

All I want to do is cry
Up to the heavens in the sky
I hate not being able to walk without an aid
All I seem to do is fade
In the corners of the room
Sometimes I wish I were in a tomb
End this existence
Everyone say persistence is the only way
But I feel as if I'm drowning
Everyday I put on a smile
So no one asks after my welfare
On the inside, It's overflowing with water
Bashing against my tear ducts
Waiting to get out
I want to scream and shout every being and every object
My body feels wrecked and ruined
It creaks, aches and falls
Unreliable and clumsy
The only comfort I have is my sobbing and my singing
Even then I still feel miserable
It takes the pain away for a moment
But I'm still broken