Addiction Poem by none .....

A set of new tasks?
No I couldn't carry them on
It has always been so
It always comes undone
A mission to secure my part
In some distant days
I ran a lot of errands
And yet nowhere I came near
To those promised days
Should I go on or stop
That too I can't decide for myself
For except running, nothing I have known
Not that I stopped there & then
But even in my utter tiredness
I tried to find some company
Injecting & infusing chemicals inside me
Few days of surprise & happiness
A fatal attraction to the brain
And addiction prevails
Now that I refrain from my assumed duties
I come to take refuge in intoxication
But that too won't last long
And whatever we do
Where ever we go
Howsoever we plan & hope
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
At last, its always same
A little bit of happiness
And a whole lot of pain