Absurd Poem by Marie Joyce B. Negapatan

I have longed been confined
To my own room of fantasies
Groping for something,
Maybe answers or justifications
As to what love has become of me
The moment my chest throbs,
Dances and flies like a dove
And the feeling just never subsides
The day you came and changed my life.

I used to deny
Such existence of emotion
Like i never knew you at all
Pushing you out of my logical reasons
To save myself from unchaste temptations
But the moment you cast your shadow
To a lonely hand seeking attention
Does anybody ever care
What is right or wrong
Or if i walk the opposite direction?
If my heart chooses to be true
Who am i to resist my chance
to be with you?

But who am I fooling, really
With each line and a song
Is a soul that hides her real intention
This agony of not being with you
Vulnerable by the order of life
And stolen by chance
Now, will somebody tell me,
Is everything still worth fighting for?