Abstinence Poem by Ianne de Angel

I'll make an abstinence
I'm tired of innocence
I'm tired pretending dislike you

I'll make more that I did
I can't let this, I can't keep
I'm tired pretending dislike you

Can't you see?
You're making me a toy
I want you as my boy
I'll try understand
That you don't really care me
And you that I can't rechieve
Can't you apprehend?
I'm tired of being lover
I want you really closer
I'll make an abstinence

I'll make an abstinence of you
Because I'm tired of being the second
You say you'll marry me, but you won't
And I'm tired waiting it
I'll make an abstinence of it
Because I can't cheat more your girl
I know that I'm destroying her world
And I'm tired helping you

I'll make an absticence
I'm tired of pretend
You'll have to apprehend

I'll become in love's free
With this I can't agree
I know somebody will hurt a lot

Can't I let you?
I think I'm really on ya
But I'll get me in ammenisia
You'll have to get it
Because won't have a turn back
I fell on ya in the first track
But I will remake this song
I'm tired making wrong
I'll become more strong
I'll make an abstinence