A Turn Of Events Poem by Franz Of Lion

Those somber days when we're in tears and fears
I'm in need of something you couldn't give.
As it couldn't get worse, life interfered;
You pushed me away, and again I grieved.
You would always keep me at a distance
Whenever I want to be close to you.
You were afraid, and wished for my riddance.
I didn't know I was hurting you too.
I'm all prepared, but I was too selfish;
It's not the time to let go of it all.
It's not how it's supposed to end like this..
But it was all in my head, a close call...
I'm thankful for myself that I've made plans,
Thank you also for giving me this chance.