A Mortal's Realizations Poem by Vishal Sharma

some thoughts are buzzing in my
head...
they wont simply go away..
nothing seems real...
i am floating in the midst of surreal
and all possibilities seems fade
away......

very terrible, unfair and painful it is...
it cant be real...........was the thought
that came repeatedly to me....
must be a dream i thought?
but it seems it is not......
a shock wave ran through me...
the moment i realized it is really
happening to me?

the realization of present erased
all my shocks and doubts.
and pain is something
that is all left with me?

all that i could do
is to wish to change
not for ever but just for a moment
again.
the distressful moment is ever growing
and pushing into the gutter of pain
tears are shed and prayers are made
but all seems to go in vain...

the world goes on and it wont stop
it never did nor it can....
time stops for none...
clouds can never abolish the sun...