A Lack Of Ambition. Poem by Ravens Bud

I see my life spiraling away from sight,
Into a realm of nothingness.
I see my hopes and dreams flourish before my eyes,
Only to dissipate
In a shower or reject and disappointment.
I see the continuous downwards sprawl
My life has become;
I'm glued to the couch of familiarity,
Of no success and no failure,
Only a blur of nothingness...
I see my minds thwarted structure;
Fixated on past grievances,
And the zone of the obvious:
A lack of ambition leading to
A lack of life.
Please, save me from myself...