A Hate Letter For You Poem by flor felix

there things that i hate and God knows your not one of them thankfully
but lately i think of you see your picture and its done shamefully
i hate this feeling
of hating the situation
but i cant help it, it scares me
the fact that you left and didn't even warn me
the fact that if i let u back in like i did twice before
you'll be everything i wanted
everything i expected
everything that you were suppose to be
everything u were
then suddenly
you'll just tare me apart
you'll stop visiting
stop calling
stop writing
stop being apart of my life...again
why do you do this
why couldn't you just stay
why couldn't you just call me
tell me you couldn't see me for a wile
tell once again i was beautiful was your baby girl
tell me the truth
tell me that i wasn't the only one
that there was more
four other girls
hell now that your gone we get along so well
no thanks to you
but still
I'm confused and scared
what the hell
why did you have to leave
now i don't know if i should let u back in

Dad just call please, I never have and i can't deny you
please come back and don't leave me
just a call it's been 9 years
this situation kills but i can fight it, it's you please

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