A Girl's Questionnaire To God Poem by jathin aka jesuzz

I hope that it is mist, but they say mist clears,
I hope it is smoke, but they say it fades of
I hope its it is a drug, but they say it wears off
I hope its night, but they say a day always succeds it
I hope it’s a storm, but they say no storm rages forever
Then what is this abyss of darkness?
why do I feel so lost in this ocean of obscurity
why do I feel the perpetual feeling of lost


where is my knight in shiny armour?
My prince with the glass slipper?
The All knowing fairies granting wishes
‘o’ grandma why such swindle
Kept aside till 70, when I was 7
the greatest of your cons.

Lik the net cast into water,
sadness, through me it seeped
Ah my great opaque body, what shall I say
Thanks a million, for to none
you Showed, the shattered soul
yes my eyes, how shall ever, I repay you
for not spilling a dropp when
sadness in our heart touched the brim
And you my lips, my greatest actor and debtor
What shall i mortgage to u, for that most
Bona fide of sham smiles?

My mirror tell me what you see?
Is this face of the insignificance.
freezing western winds murmured to me
‘come with me, the one whose as lost as us’.
As I gaze The moon swiftly hid away, in the bleak arms of nebulous clouds
Loathe is it? , then envy perhaps?
Oh what would’nt I give for it to be the latter!


Call me away, away from me
Speak to me; about me, for I am a good listener.
Crave for me for I must feel needed.
Pinch me, let me be sure this is no dream
Give me a reason to hold on, on an on
To this excuse we all life

Or else`
O my loved one cry me a river, one
Which meanders towards my creator.
O my loved on, built me a boat, one
Which stays afloat this river of woe
O my loved one lend me an oar, one
Which engrave through this still waters
O my frozen mind, lend me your numbness
So I maybe audacious enough, enough
to stare into his eyes and demand
an answer to all my queries