Magic Box (September 3,1992)

Yesterday, I had a long,
Conversation with God
He showed up since I couldnt
Control all my thoughts
I was desperate and
Seeking answes a lot
Finally I ended up,
Being summoned in his court

'What has happened child?
You look so dull and weak
Cant see you like this
As you've fell down in a creek
Please dont be afraid
I'm always here for you to speak
Tell me what bothers and
I'll give answers you seek'

'I dont know my lord, I cant
Figure out all those things
Goes on in this life
Spoils all fun, makes me stink
I'm in messed up mesh
A mix of mental mush
I hope you know this
What being lonely brings

'I never had childhood,
Worth cherishing in my life
Pills and Ointment, sometime
Tied up in oxygen pipe
In wrath of some bullies
Who always made me cry
Being an outcaste, because
I just ask what and why

Choosing something wrong
I'm no good at what I do right now
Now my life might get settled
But to live I dont know how
Gave up on those things
Which made me think and jump
To believe someone so blind
I guess I was no less than dumb

Oh! God I loved her so much
I gave her all my heart
Love of my life she was
So beautiful and so smart
Something must be wrong
Otherwise she wouldnt want us to part
At this point of time,
Nervous breakdown starts'

God laughed at me
Leaned and simply took my hand
A chill ran down my spine
I cant make you understand
His voice was soft and mellow
Yet so powerful and so sharp
Like magic waves would come
From Harry Potter's wand

'Son, I know what you feel
And I shall tell you this
I dont praise myself
But I tell you I'm a Wiz
Thinks that you now think
Is not bad as it looks
I've planned your life
And I'm right here as your shrink

I made childhood that way
So you wouldnt suffer later on
I let the bullies play, so that
You'll become tough much more
You'll be fine and will enjoy
All the moments in your life
Its full of challenge, Not easy
But you'll be able to survive

I made him say it, Believe
I want to make you shine
This is the best for you,
You'll Have all the success in line
The things you desire
You may pursue them if you like
Altogether in life, you'll do
A lot more than fine

She is the one you know
And I wont make her go
I know how you felt
For that angel in my nest
Be good at what you do
And promise me you'll grow
Then I shall gift with smile
Your angel, when time's at best

Life is an awesome game
And you shall play with zeal
Win or lose no shame
Just explore as it reveals
Think of me always
And I shall help you heal
Follow what echoes in your heart
Thats me, My voice, for real'