Michael McParland (7-19-1983 / Dayton, Ohio)
2 Years Since
2 years since that hate filled night.
Now my heart and mind are full of blithe.
I miss you so I'm haunted now.
By all the things I lost in you.
2 years since yet to pay my full recompence.
How much I despair at a loss so unfair.
With vitriol so plain and cruel,
I'm sickened by the things I did to you.
I disgust myself my hate filled soul.
I loved you then I love you now.
I hurt you though I threatened your life.
I sincerely pay in my wretched mental health.
My world is crushed my soul is too.
2 years since our hearts are bruised.
Can we heal the wounds the wretched deeds?
All I want is to speak to thee.
Tell you now how truly proud,
I was and am to have had you around.
You enriched my life my blackened soul,
You gave me a sense of direction a needed goal.
2 years though since I lost you though.
Why can't I ever get it right an eternal frown.
I tell you now in total truth.
You're my world my soul no other one will do but you.
A soul so pure a heart so big.
You truly are a great woman be big and proud.
You deserve the best no fools for you.
2 years now before God I pray,
that one day soon you'll hear my tune.
Please forgive me love I hurt here too.
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