O Sudhir Janardhanan

‘Forgive me and forget me’, read the note
Boy who delivered asked, if it was a love note
My sadness did not say much
I had nothing to say as such
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Think
of darkness, streaked images
bared, stripped by lights forlorn
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You never liked
the taste of mocha
You said it was
coffee laced
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In the silence
of unspoken verse
I search for words
that makes sense
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The hazed images,
eerie resonances,
mysterious odours
cold touches
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Think,
of dew frosted leaves
fallen, to mulch rot, waiting
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There was nothing violent
about the death of your thoughts
from my memories.
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Barren desolate landscape
Nowhere to escape
The noon sun beats down cold
The chill rises from sole to every pore
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.
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Every time
I write about you,
some part of us is lost
to make space
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Have you heard,
the sound of a heart
in pain
When thoughts run
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Don’t ask me to
just, be myself
I want to be much more than myself
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Muddled
in my mind
lie about
a perfect day’s ruin
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Slick in love’s sweat
you arise from bed
to wash away
all aromas of my,
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Tonight,
Like every day,
you complained at words
I used perchance.
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The emotions
streak
melt, blend
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A grin, that
lights up face with no grace
Body disfigured
as tattoos that mar, raze
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There’s being a lot said
Nothing has been left unsaid
We have used words
Sharper than swords
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The fire, put down by the sun
Body feels the heat run
Over the raging clouds of sand
Look defeat, I age, as I stand
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Some contorted shape
lost in checkered
light and dark I stay.
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