Please remember this always
Twas I who loved you first
As I wandered life's hallways
I never wanted our love cursed
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Some days are simply treasures
Full of love and life's pleasures
Sunlight and warmth fill the sky
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High atop a crumbling peak
Whipped by driven gales
Eager to hurl me off
Up above a gray, turbulent sky
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black depression.... blacker than midnight
soul crushing... i must keep outta sight
in the cave... buried deep, endlessly rave
no one must hear... a refugee from the grave
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the end is nigh
oh what a high
on a rope to swing
it means nothing
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An angel came to me one day
In self pity I pushed him away
He returned with a mighty host
Too late for I was now a ghost
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The walls keep on growing
But cracks are now showing
To each one I apply plaster
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Sometimes you just need to bleed
To make the pain so real indeed
To turn it away from deep inside
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