New Beginnings

this is what ive come to
a decision to make
dont know where either ends
only who comes along
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everyone has a color
mine is not so bright
everyone has a feeling
mine is not so right
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They say there is so much to be thankful for
Health
Love
Happiness
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Your mad at me
i understand
You want to hurt me
i am fine with that
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Is it possible
to still have feelings for you
to love you so much
after everything
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why on days of such celebration
do bad things happen
its like when a baby is born and you celebrate
and when a person dies you have a sence of remorse or sadness
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All alone in her time of need.
She's gone.
She left.
Not a trace remains.
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broken hearts <13
tears are falling: '(
dreams are crushed
hopes are smashed
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i love you
you loved me
then i went and made us
3.....
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Everyone wants to feel wanted
thats a fact we cant overlook
but im scared that i wont let anyone want me
cause i cant open my heart to trust
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i really love you
you dont know it
i really want to tell you
you shouldnt know it
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struggle
struggle
as i may
never enough to brake through
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'Twas but a look that started it all
A look of hunger and rebellious drawl
Then came the thirst for more and more
And soon did I find myself rampant and sore
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