Nathan Vu4

The moon shines upon her face.
Yet her glow shames all of space.
And i glance at her with haste.
For I am nervous that she notice that I am in daze
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I remember the warmth of the sun
I remember the shine of that smile
I remember the heat of your hand
I wished it would never end
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i miss you but i can`t have you back,
because it is already too late;
wasted all my precious time
screwing around with a fake.
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red eyes, truly the eyes of the devil
red eyes are there when you despair
red eyes are innate when you hate
red eyes are present when your indecent
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Just like the bird song gentle and sweet
Always present when in need like an angel from above.
Notoriously fun like Disneyland
Ever blazing like the sun
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I'm done with swimming in denial river, I'm done with my smoke and mirrors, I'm done with my masquerade, and I wrote this to be sure that all of is true, no last second change of heart, no impulsive lying, all of this is true, no fabrications, no masks, no filters.
I remembered the first time I saw you, this gorgeous girl, and I remembered staring into those beautiful eyes and not thinking too much of it. But as I got to know you, I couldn't help but want to hold you in my arms and keep you warm in my embrace, to protect you from harm, to make sure your all right. But when I think about it now, I wasn't really in love with you then, it was more of a compassionate love. At the time I didn't know it. Back then when you rejected my foolish heart, I began to close my eyes to all your good and looked only at the bad. But now that, time has passed, my eyes opened at last, I see all those good things, once again. I love all the good things and accept all the bad. I love you for who you are and who you want to be.
I'm in love with you.
Not the love that is passive, not a one time thing, not a phase.
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'Protect your dreams and your honor'
'If you die for your dreams at least die trying'
'If a friend tells you what others are saying about you, that is a true friend'
'Let nothing stop you but your conscience'
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Freed from my curse
Freed From these shackles
Freed from the pain
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I only Meant half The pretty Words that I say, Told to You even Today
I don't Love, as You see In any, Every, possible Way
I just Can't not Help you, But why Smile and Laugh, cry And do Dismay
When? I ask, Am i With her, You cry Each horrible Day
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How can my beating heart be hurting so
Am I living or am I dying?
Last I heard your angelic voice say no
Living, being happy would be lying
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I will fly
Will fly pass the sky
Pass the atmosphere
Beyond anything near
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Something's on my mind
Can you help me find which makes dread so?
I wish I knew my dread
I wish I knew if I was dead
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What is destruction that illuminates?
It's war, that blades shines and brightens the blood.
Sparks of hate are more lasting than mandates.
Fiery sun does a seed make a bud.
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your beauty is like none other,
the sun rises just to see your smile each day
and with regret the sun must set
and count the moments just as i
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Heart within the twilight
between the light and the night
how i want to only love the one i have in sight
yet my heart is two that of light
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half light, half dark
half right, half wrong
half truth, half lies
half love, half emptiness
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i died yet i live
i died yet i continue as if nothing happened
i died yet i still hope for that life
i died yet i still live life as if i was alive
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