Nahjee' Wes

who will LOVE that little girl with the smile
and heart of gold
who has put the past
behind her and whose secret remains
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Why she hates me the way she does, I dont know.
All I've ever tried to do was be this 'perfect daughter' but all I could, and wanted to be was me.
I can see the hate in her eye's everytime she looks at me, and I can hear it in her voice.
The words she says to me pierce my soul, and stabs at my heart. All I ever wanted, all I ever need from her was to feel and be loved.
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Heaven send one of your Angels down from above,
To show me which way to go, and shower me with their love,
Heaven send one of your Angels because their help is needed,
so I can fight this battle, without being defeated,
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that little girl in me
still cries out for help
that same girl that would care for others
but hurt herself
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So what if im not pretty or a size two
I don’t wear air forces, or Apple Bottom
I rock FUBU.
So what if im loud
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I was hurt past my
MIND
Beyond my
HEART
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people really need to know that:

being BIG is not A DISEASE,
nor is it a DISORDER,
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i think what hurts the most is that i loved you
i mean i truly loved you
you were my everything
when i had nothing
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For every child who never knew their parents
Who have an eternal empty space in their heart
Where a mothers love should be…. I SHED A TEAR
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you fought the rain time and time again
you battled through the storms, by yourself, with no friends
you tried to come out of the darkness, almost reaching the light
you felt weak, and wanted to give up, but you tried with all your might
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t's so hard putting more into a relationship, then getting out of bed every morning only to get lied to, back stabbed, and heartbroken.

I cry so many tears because people who claim they care about or even love me walk in and out of my life.
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Nights are cold and you're still alone, with know one to hold you in their arms, You cry yourself to sleep only wanting to wake up and find someone who will love you always and, protect you from all harm,
You've been let down and disappointed and you cry and cry, and all the while you're crying, you only wish someone could hear you,
But know one can look deep in your eyes and tell that your heart is blue,
So you search in all the wrong places looking for what you feel is the right thing, You only want to feel the highs and lows of what loving some one can bring,
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I miss a love I never new I had
Until it was gone
I took for granted something so special
Thinking it was always going to be there
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