Moon Child

how fun it must be to be free
to laugh to smile
to act like a child
to roam the land
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operning my heart to you was the worst thing i could do
you cheated once i forgave you
you cheated twice i was a fool
now again i cannot forgive
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my tears are not for sadness they're for hate
hate for what you did to me
hate for how you made me feel
hate becaues i fell for it
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hello again
i need someone to talk to
i feel like a defective toy
like a truck with no wheels
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my suicide
my pain
my tears
they laughed...
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When i cry
its like my soul is pouring out
like all my troubles are falling to the ground
it feels like i cannot stop it
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silently fuming as i stare
into the darkness of my despair
you took what makes me-me
why couldent you just let me be
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my heart bears a pain,
which no one else can contain, my eyes convey this sorrow this depression,
i keep it locked up never to see the light,
you ask me to unload tell me to open up,
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i hate you for what you did to me
i hate you for how you made me feel
i loved you and this is what you do
sadness lonlieness despair
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loved you and this is what you do to me
i trusted you and you broke my trust
i had faith of you but no more will i think of you
you broke my heart for that i cannot forgive
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you know your gone when
your only refuge is loud music
to drown out your own feelings
to numb yourself to the world
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your face angelic
your smile pure
your body poetry in motion
your my light
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no no no
you CANT leave me
i cant lose you
death cant have you
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for once it happened
maybe im going crazy
maybe im just being silly
but for once
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crippling pain
chest hurts
worry fear panic
i hope he will be ok
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Childhood gives way,
To skies so grey,
Remember the days,
when we could just play,
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i look at you
and even though
you dont see me as clearly as i see you
i know that you love me
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