Miss Tee

I don't know why I'm crying... and cannot seem to stop...
I don't know why I feel so down, or that the world around me has no sound..
I don't know why I'm thinking that no one cares right now..
I don't know why I say that the world would be okay should I pass away today...
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I chase the dream of hope.
Hope for a world of safety and prosperity;
A world without the crimson flow of blood.
And I dream of more…
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I'm not waiting for your approval,
or your permission.
I don't want or need you to tell me
what I should do,
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The art of love: how it can blossom so nicely.
The beginning is a fantasy and a dream to pursue.
Closer and closer we get into the eyes of love
to whisper and speak softly of how it can turn into something.
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I woke up this morning,
glanced in the mirror,
and saw a face.
A face I've seen many times before
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Freeze these pages of time.
Do not leave them ephemeral.
Capture the wavering, thundering escapes...
Capture those thrown on the side; bundled in memoirs of your life passion.
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There comes a time in everyone's life when a question is pondered
With anxiety and stress, or simple curiosity.
When profound thoughts rest uneasy in your mind and soul...
Becoming a crease in your peace, difficult to put into verse and conveyed...
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I cannot see,
for I am now blind;
I cannot see,
tears have taken over.
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My friend, my sister, my life.
You stand by me and let me weep.
Enfolding me in your warm embrace.
Giving me counsel, supporting my deeds.
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I speak of dreams
When u. And I.
Attain bliss. Becoming We.
Pure love. Satisfied.
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Mother is
A woman of devotion,
Of ambition
And compassion.
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I used to love him, trust and respect him.
He was my all, he was my world.
Now I let him stand apart.
Alone.
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I miss something that I've never had,
a father’s affection and concern, which I never got.
I used to respect, trust and like you;
Even thought the sun rose and set around you.
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I have a secret for you, my listening ear.
I have lived a lie, not once...twice...or three times...
perhaps I've done so more than a thousand times.
In those moments, I've replied with confidence,
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Maybe someday we'll talk instead of speak.
Perhaps listen before a whisper turns into a shout
and pay attention to what's going on.
Maybe someday peace will reside,
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If I could, I would...gift you with your dream house
If I could, I'd even give you a palace to reside in...
and shine the moon by your bedside.
If I could, I'd showcase the stars at your fingertips...
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'You' are always on your mind...
Always has been been about you...
What YOU want, what YOU need..what YOU expect...
will it always be about you?
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Slow it down for a minute...
Like a river that flows, have your hands caress and explore
every curve and crevice and all the valleys of my body.
Let's go play some songs; let the music take its toll.
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So much healing to do...How does one begin this journey?
Can one truly forgive and forget?
How can I, or anyone, erase the hurt and all the pain?
To say' I forgive you' when resentment and anger runs in your veins..
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