Mindy Brown
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I sit here staring into the dark lonely, sad and angry.
I look in my broken window and I see the stars.
I grab at the glass shards on the ledge.
Next, I am screaming in the confines of my prison cell in this place I call home.
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Your Life may Not be always bright
but your soul is like a light
you carry in the arms
and prepare to fight
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days pass by in a blur,
defining me for all eyes to see
tingles licking their way down my body remind me to breathe and just believe
believe that these weeks shall soon be over indeed
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I SEEM TO BE SURROUNDED IN A NIGHTMARE,
A NIGHTMARE FROM HELL,
LIES MEAN NOTHING TO THE DEMONS AND CREATURES THAT RESIDE IN MY PERSONAL SLICE OF HELL,
I TRIED TO BE A GOOD PERSON BUT EVERYWHERE I LOOKED I SAW THE THINGS I HAD BEEN HIDING FROM,
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the shadows and ghosts of my past haunts me,
creating this abyss inside of me,
making me want to be what i once was.
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tears doesnt seem to matter at the end of the day to most people,
but to me it makes me want to scream,
i scream becuase i am tired of my day to day life,
i feel ashamed of so much in the darkness of night,
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Friday, April 4,2008
7: 26 PM
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My life never really seemed simple,
Always I had a lonely troubled life.
I forever had an ache and a pimple,
And each day that went by never felt right.
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My sadness rings through the chilly night air like a bell,
leaving me behind to truly wonder why i was left behind.
My nightmares of the unknown surround me in the bright light of day,
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she appeared to me in my time of need,
when i was down on my knees praying for a better time, a better world, and a happier life
her wings were like a golden sunrise,
her eyes filled with a greater wisdom than that of a mortal, and when she touched me my heart swelled with the
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i feel like crying everytime im around you.
i feel like crying everytime i think about you.
i feel like crying everytime i think about the time lost between us.
i feel like crying everytime i think about you daddy.
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Here I am what do you think of me now?
I was lost in the river of sorrow, but you saved me.
I thought I was just a forgotten soul, left behind on a lonely road. I was broken down and close to tears, telling myself to just let go of this world.
I feel sad and confused because of what I have let myself become.
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I've been away from you for too long.
My heart is breaking because of thoughts of you.
My soul is aching because of memories of you.
These lies they tell are not true.
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i once was so alive so happy for what was and what is,
but that is no longer me that is but a dream of a life i no longer live.
i am cold and scared in this cruel world we call earth.
i never know what too say or do.
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i sit here and write and ponder the truth of your words daily
always searching for the truth in your promises.
yet daily you make me remember how long i have been waiting for your love.
why dont you realize the pain and sorrow you are causing me everytime you break one of those promises?
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Lie to me and tell me you love me
But when the day is over and I feel alone
Your words are nothing BUT empty promises
Nothing but lies in the wind
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Auntie You are like that clanging of pans in the morning
Slightly annoying but a good sign
That someone you love is near and is thinking of you.
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Toss ur sins overboard
And wait a day and see if they will come back and haunt you
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You wrote me these words:
“show no pity if I die
send my soul to Juggalo City,
dig my grave six feet deep
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Mindy Brown Biography
i am sixteen and yes i am a bitter, lonely, and sad person BUT the reason why almost all my poems are about suicide is because i can only seem to write when i am on the edge of an emotional abyss. i have probaly wrote about 100 poems in the past 5 yrs but as the years go by i either forget what i wrote or i lose the papers in an attempt to forget my sorrows. :) but i intend to share some of my older poems which i wrote about 1-2 years ago...forgive me if they are not perfect because i can never get my words to rhyme all i can ever do is make ppl feel or invision what i am writing about. i live in oklahoma STILL :) . i love the ocean, seabreeze, palm trees, sand (even tho it is annoying) , i love to cook (but not clean..hey i am a teen!) i enjpy reading, hanging out with family (when not stressed) , playing computer games / :) / i TRY to enjoy my life but at times it seems too hard to do that. thank you for your comments if you leave one...umm g'nite/ g'mornin' everyone!)
The Best Poem Of Mindy Brown
My Suicide
I sit here staring into the dark lonely, sad and angry.
I look in my broken window and I see the stars.
I grab at the glass shards on the ledge.
Next, I am screaming in the confines of my prison cell in this place I call home.
The sharp glass is so close to my skin.
I start to cut, the first deep and the others superficial.
I look in the mirror and I say, ' At least now I can cry. At least now I hurt in some way. At least now I am free.'
The blood starts seeping out.
The blood is every where I turn.
The sheets have blood on them, my clothes too and yet I'm still screaming but no one seems to care.
I hear no footsteps, no screams to stop, nothing.
I am alone.
I begin to think as I start to black out, ' Is it really this easy to die? '
My life full of mistakes flashing before my eyes, again I see the drugs, sex, and pain in my life.
I don't regret dying for I was already dead inside.
I had given up hope.
I had no more reason to live and yet I still smiled as I died because I was finally happy. I died in prayer for the lord to forgive me for what I had done in my life and what I had done to myself.
I felt to the end every inch of sorrow I had caused to my family,
And I said in my last gasping breaths to my family, 'Please forgive me.'
~ I wrote this because I have thought about suicide everyday since I was twelve~ ALSO i do not believe in God but i hope i may still be like remembered and like still go to heaven..lol...ALSO i am NOT 12 I am 16..i have felt this way for awhile that is what i meant on the above lines...sorry for the confusion!
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