Melissa Desiree Reddy

Days have past, moments lapse
i find myself wanting to call you....
i resist
i hold back
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So I sat on my bed
And the thoughts flooded my head
I wondered what I did wrong
That the boy I loved would not love me back....
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Death be not proud
for you have no hold over my life,
Death be not proud
for I cannot die! !
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i met him a 3 years ago,
now we are friends,
he held me close once, for a little too long,
i thought we had something,
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HE WALKED BACK INTO MY LIFE
AND IN ONE BLOW I WAS TAKEN BACK
BACK TO HOW I USE TO FEEL
WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO CONSUME ME WITH YOU
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I stand in tears
I have so many fears
Rejection from you is one of them
So I am locking up this secret crush
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I started out today with a plan,
I told you how i felt, i held my heart out
You stomped on it, you crushed it
and placed it back in my hands
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Moments of pleasure come and go but in his arms is my home.
He found me he presued me he beckoned me in,
I found my treasure
My journey begins
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God it hurts, it’s like a knife through my heart.
It pains, its sore,
Please come take me out,
I cannot do this, I will not survive
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(To my sisters - my treasured lilies)


Three little lilies were the best of friends,
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EVERY MORNING BRINGS A NEW DAY
A DAY FILLED WITH POTENTIAL
WITH HOPE AND COLOURS ARRAY
A DAY FILLED WITH HIS GLORY
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I found myself lieing in pool of deciet
I found myself battling to breathe
I found myself drowning in misery
I found myself unable to find my feet
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