Melanie Walendowsky Baker Poems

The earth that supports
the path where I tread.
The smiles and the laughter
and you in my head.
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I wonder if I left you
A part of me behind.
I wonder if you knew
Exactly what I'd find.
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When despair comes knocking
There’s no one home
Gone out shopping
And not alone
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and so it creeps back
this unyielding thorn,
when the defenses crack,
and certainty's torn.
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I know I'm a burden
to those who love me most.
I know I've become someone
resembling a ghost.
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I can't seem to resist
the need to push away,
and always desist
when my heart goes astray.
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dark thoughts that
no one shares
i look the same so
no one cares.
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I'm not back where I started,
but I'm back in a familiar zone
with familiar feelings of rejection.
I'm back with my old friend:
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The angels have gone,
they said they couldn't stay.
They said they were tired
of keeping my demons at bay.
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The angel in me speaks
of angels long gone and dead.
He speaks of hopelessness
so thick that in me spreads.
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