megan watts

i am no longer the girl who sits alone
i am no longer the girl without a friend
i am no longer the girl with the knife
i am no longer the girl who looks at sorrow
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Dear god
Why do you cause me so much pain?
Or is it i that causes myself pain
All i seem to do is cry
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i often wonder what others see
when standing face to face with me
the constant joker, playing the clown
always laughing never a frown
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sometimes i cry
sometimes im fearful
sometimes i want to die
sometimes im tearful
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i cant bare it anymore
its driving me insane
how do u do it?
how do u cause me so much pain?
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i am your rock
and you are the kite
i am the anchore
and you are the ship
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if i stop breathing
what would you do
would you know
i stoped breathing because of you
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the pain, the memories and the thoughts
the pain being caused
by the thoughts, thinking of
all the memories
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you say you'll hurt yourself if i do
but im hurting myself because of you
its just more unnessacarey pain
but theres nothing to gain
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How do people get by
Hidding their emotions
Not even a tear they cry
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Would you be suspicious
Would you be curious
If I died
Would you know
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So much hate
So little love
Must be fate
Relashionships on and off like a glove
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You destroyed me
Left me with nothing
But a broken, terred
Destroyed shattered
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i dont ask for money
i dont ask for diamonds
i dont ask for glory
i dont ask for power
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me and you we used to talk
along the shore, in the caves where we used to walk
now i walk alone
i write your name on a peice of paper
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im sorry for causing you so much pain
and driving you insane
at me you always used to and still do shout
so i'd make myself feel when in doubt
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I love you so much
I'd go to hell and back
For you a thousand times
I'd go through a lifetime
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The sharpness back in my hand
Cant say I've done this in a while
Do I take it to my wrist
And let it bleed, just let it be vile
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Why does life have to be this difficult
Why do we have to make our own choices in life
Why cant our lives be planed out for us
So we dont have to go through so much pain
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I want to be the only hand you'll ever need to hold
I want to be the only body to keep you warm
I want to be the only one you kiss
I want to be the only one to be with you till dawn
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