Megan Lutz

Who am I, it’s not who you see.
Not the person at school
Not who you want me to be.
I wish I could show you the person inside
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The burning, the bleeding,
This is what comes with every slice
The relief, the satisfaction
That’s what comes from the knife.
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I hear one speak of tears and sorrow.
I hear one speak of no tomorrow
You speak of crying while you fell.
You don't know what tears are until you've been to my side of hell.
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Your words tear my flesh
Cut by cut drip by drip
Your looks slit my wrists
Better than I ever did
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What do you do
When nothing makes you happy
Your life is filled with sadness
When emptiness consumes you
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The first time I saw you
I hoped that you had seen me too
But I soon realized I was nothing more than a friend to you
Sure we had some fun
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He was all I ever wanted
To my heart he was true
The best friend I could have
Then it was hell he put me threw
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I dream all night
I dream all day
About the feelings
The words I want to say
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Addicted to your love
The way you look at me
The way you make me feel
The high from your touch
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The right decision
Is never easy to make
After all this time
Seeing him is more than I can take
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When people think of colors they seldom think of White
But when I think of winter it’s love at first sight
The air is cold and bitter no two snowflakes the same
But winter is magical and for people not to see this is a shame
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Everyday going through life
Aching for the satisfaction of the knife
But I know I can not use the blade
For everyone I know will come to fade
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No questions left to answer
No problems left to solve
The answer is simple
One fast move and it's done
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