maya crisol

If only i'd understand your true intent...
but with a broken trust, was it all meant?
I always think we'd make it to the end
started believing, tried to comprehend
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I never thought I'd see this day
When I would give up on you
But I've done it all...
i gave my best to you
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Will it matter if...
we bleed ourselves dry?
where our souls must drift
will it matter why?
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holding this blade....it seems like forever
I would love for it to touch thy skin
painfuly....and oh so beautiful....
I would love to taste this pain
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I started out expressing my thoughts...
pouring out my heart and soul
i never planned to look around
i just needed a pad to write my thoughts
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I'm not ok..
and no it's not ok
i simply couldn't tell u what i feel
i didn't want you to know how you
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i feel so numb and void...
with a blank expression on my face
i feel a chill in the air...it's cold
i realized my mouth was gaped open
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If you're looking for a site
where expression is your right
Forums are not best to carry out your plight
Forums are full of shmucks and bitches
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Tonight...
I never felt this lonely
yet i couldn't even cry a tear
for whom
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a weary voice across the line
feels like shattering glass
flying off and piercing fast
right across a gutless spine
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some people
some people live and die unscarred
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Why? why does love exist?
in my heart...when my muse don't feel it?
Why? What for?
Why do i breathe?
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Allright
I'm done with all of you
I'm walking away
I'm tired of all the pain
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What?
I don't know what you're saying
I can't feel a thing
No...I don't remember those things
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sittin here all alone
hours of song bingeing,
I'm gettin tired of listening
somehow whatever i'm doing
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when love has become a prison....
when love brings unceasing distress
when love leaves you breathless
you choke on your own ashes
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you're awfully silent...
i'm restless..
you make me apprehend
i'm thinking
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Do you know how much i loathe you?
Your smirk sickens me
If i ever throw up...
I'll see to it i'll barf on your ugly face!
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If words could kill...
like a blow in the head
a poison or two hundred pills
a gunshot in the chest
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do you really have to go tonight?
Everything happens for a reason
whatever happens was bound to happen
they happen for good reasons
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