A Kal

The sun is creeping out, everybody is rejoicing but me
darkness turns to brightness before everybody’s eyes but mine

the sun is rejoicing
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To die or not to die, that is the question:
Whether ‘tis nobler in the mind to suffer this life
Whether to live in this cruel world,
Or give up and live in the next,
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As the first day of the new moon creeps into the trees, no wolf among the pack gathers to see the light overcome the darkness to bring in the new day except the lone white wolf. This peculiar wolf is almost solid white except for the black along the length of his nose. It watches over the pack as they peacefully sleep, unaware of his eyes that could protect everything that was soon to come.

Today was the first day of the long hunt for the white wolf. He must bring down an animal that could feed the whole pack for several days, so he could become an official member of the pack, but more importantly, he must prove himself to be one with the pack instead of running alone.
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Death
What is the definition of Death?
Death is when a plane crashes into a desert with no one around you see
you crash
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You don't know what it's like to have Pain, every time you take a
breath or even breathe.
You don't know what it's like to have to hold your breathe each time the
bus turns a curve
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Please let me die so that I may live
Please won’t you kill me?
I’ve done all I want to do
I’ve hurt all the people who I want to hurt
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Day by day, we see each other
Day by day we don’t tell each other how we feel

Day by day the days go by
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I have a secret that I must not tell. My mom has the same secret. It is our little secret that we must not tell. We must not tell. We must not tell. We…must…not…tell. We must not…I repeat over and over rocking back and forth, back and forth in front of the full length mirror that’s hiding a secret no one knows about except my mom and me, my brown, beautiful hair rocking back and forth in time with my constant rocking.

Everyone thinks that the mirror is just a mirror and nothing else, but that’s not entirely true. There’s a room behind the mirror. The room itself is not the secret that we must not tell, but what is inside the room is where we keep the secret. My mom and I installed the room when my other sister and my one and only brother and their dad were on vacation. We were supposed to go to the Cayman Islands on a Caribbean cruise for the Christmas holidays, but I was feigning a high fever that I gave me by slipping the thermometer accidentally into my hot chocolate when it was just mom and me in the room. Everyone was excited to go to those Islands except my mom and me. We had to stay so that our secret could not leak out accidentally. We must protect this secret at all costs. If we protect this secret, we protect my family. We must protect our family. The rest of the family is innocent.
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Why o why did I have to die
Die before the eve of my birth
Why o why did I have to leave so early
I could have done great things
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What is the definition of Pain?
Pain is when you have staples in your head
Pain is when you have stitches in your legs more than once.
Pain is when a cat claws you until you bleed.
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There was once an elderly man who used to recall his troubles of his childhood of when he was younger. A life full of the difficulties of life a person must face one time or another. As time goes by, this man forgets the life he once lived and he can’t keep but wandering, where has his life gone. He can’t recall where it has gone and how he had lived his life. There is one memory that he seemed to stick up beyond all of the others, it’s when he was walking home from a hard day in school.

Everyone was picking at him, making fun of him, calling him names, etc… like they usually do at school so that they can have their entertainment. So, he’s just taking it all as calmly as he can and he doesn’t do anything to stop them or hinder them in any way. He lets them do what they do best while he does what he does best; ignore them.
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I am not here
I am not there
If I am not here and there
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If I am breathing, then I am alive
If I’m not breathing, then I’m dead
If I’m dead, don’t do anything to revive me. It is what I want
You want to give me what I want. If you want to give me what I want, then don’t do anything
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Everybody is running but they don't know why. They never do. Are they
running because they are afraid of something? Are they running away from
their Pain OR are they running away from their Past? Are they? What did
their Past do to them? Make them who they are today? That could be it?
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The angels are crying.
Can't you feel it on your bare skin as you walk
down the street as it pours down from the heavens?
It's running down your skin and it's cold but at the
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I try not to cry mom
I try not to cry, mom but it's so hard
They just won't stop. Who caused this, you ask?
I did. I said something I shouldn't have said
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As I write, I begin to cry
cry because of her
cry because I’ve been hurt
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There was once a girl who had the most beautiful voice a person could hear
When this girl was born, they knew she was special

They were right, she was special, a gift was given to her
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The moon is weeping, sobbing, crying
Few notice the tears that fall from her
Few care to look up to see her in such anguish
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I lived, I breathed, I did everything that I wanted to do, I had everything I ever wanted, until I died, then everything changed.
Everything crashed from there.
I soon found out that I had no true friends.
All the friends I had, only cared about all of my possessions but not about me.
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