Mary Joy Lumanog

Money Money Money
You're just a a thing in itself
But why is it your controlling me
Bit by bit you consume my sanity...
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Face in the mirror
I can see terror
On her eyes that is me
Seeing the pain on her face
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Be happy!

Even if...
your confused, hurt, anxious
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What a word
What a code

To find
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I know in my heart when you look at me..
It's different.. sending me shivers up my spine
Trying to ignore it..but the feelings won't surpass it..
And I don't know why...
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How can I phatom the meaning within those eyes?
It keeps me wondering, it makes me smile
When you look at me, I feel like in heaven
It seems like the sun greets me with sunshine
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How I can pretend the feeling...
Of what ever I am concealing...
Inside this heart that I should say...
But I thought it would just go away...
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I thought it is spendid...
To see the glorious sun in the morning
It gives me hope beyond heavens
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Would you?

Dare to talk
Dare to walk
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Is the eyes can only see
The things they only wanted to see...
Wondering what the eyes would only think...
Of what she can only see is a bleak...
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Thank you thee..my mother

For all the things you blest me thee...
For guiding me and not leaving my side...
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Lighting up a candle
To say out a wish...
Thinking what would it be...
For wishing is just a dream...
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Why I didn't have wings...
jut like the birds up there in the sky...
It seems like their so free
Just flying there by and by...
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How obscure
To heal a heart full of hatred
Through the light of forgiveness...
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I thought you should know...
How much your presence means to me...
Despite how much I tried to deny...
The feelings I hide...But then I cannot defy...
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How nice it is to see...
A lovely cherry blossoms tree
Starting to bloom its sprouts..
Like a cotton candies of mount...
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I have these questions in my mind everytime that I cannot confine

Why do people suffer...
On things made by others in greed?
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I saw you standing there...
Staring at me like hell...
I look at you, and I see the sweetness
My pain gone with bitterness...
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If I could just say a word to you...
and tell you what's on my mind...
To face my fears of loving you
To see and not be blind...
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Sorry, my love for I cannot keep...
The promise to you I made, to wait...

Sorry, if I hurt you so bad
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