martel alexis

They told me to live as they did

but i knew not on how to live
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I found a rose

between a rose bud
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I sit apon the window edge

waiting for your reply
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I AM EXTRODINARY BECAUSE I HAVE GLASS TEARS

They say, i think it's a tradgadie
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what i have told my self time and time again
never seem to be obvious to any one
so i hid it
and over the years it started to grow while i added more
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the sun never rises for you
the sun doesent keep warmth 4 you
you thought the world was about you
the stars are not your tears
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i had patience
enfisis on the had
i grew weary of patients
i waited for patience
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those closed walls so tightly pressed to my face
so thin i could hear through to the next room
but not thin enough for me to break free
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that tear we all share
how could i not miss it
theres one thing that we all shed atleast a tear on
no matter the age
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when i relize how much pain i put myself through
the pain i put on the shoulders of my ma
i knew aprt of me should die
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when the raging details of the past haunt you for so long
you doubt it ever happen.
when your doubts return
you stare face to face with the shocking memory
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Every day I go by the name Martel Alexis.

If the name meant something, why do others have it?
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The words 'I don't know' have appeared in my life many times before,

But it means nothing to the ones I love.
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we all have seen what the world limits us to.

but have we seen what the world sees.
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why did adam & eve eat the forbiden fruit.

why do african americans give bad messages.
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what is the reason that we hate each other.

what is the reason why love is not real.
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i have walked the face of the earth with no other.

i acnoledge my self with no family nor friend.
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martel has witness the birth of his own,

but now has cost him his life.
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when you feel that your gonna cry and you feel a tear,

you think.
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Don’t let the blue puddle overwhelm the black pond.

Don’t let the black pond overwhelm the blue river.
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