Marcellus Watts

Leaving the very spot I am
Leaving behind myself
Leaving behind my troubles
Running away or leaving…
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Home is a place where you get the feeling of belonging
Home is a place where you can feel safe
Home is a place where you first did many things as a child.
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Homophobia will never get me.
Homophobia surrounds me and is always near.
Homophobia has been injected into me many times.
Homophobia has been thrown at me.
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Remorse the feeling of regret
the regret of doing a event
The alarm of Knowing your Human
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My name is Marcellus
I am 13 still no place for me

I hope to find a place
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I’ll speak my mind
I’ll tell it how it is
I won’t talk sh-t
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I'm a person in bad shoes
I'm a person whose shoes
You'd never want to be in
Depending on your point of view
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Homophobia is a Murderer.
Homophobia is a unseen Murdering Parasite.

A parasite that lives’ and feeds off the ignorance of Humans.
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Night
The end of the day
the end of hell so called Day
The end of work
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My hero
A person to look up to
A person who strong willed
A person who will never give up
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Emptiness
Nothing
No feeling
No emotions
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Writing poetry
Denying Poems
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Writing emotions
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the weather that forms
Mixed with sadness and emotional Pain
Death at its Core.
The sky cries for one
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14 Days left
336 hours
Until the end of this chapter
The chapter of hell in my life
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I need a drink
Just one drink
A shot of alcohol, tequila, Vodka anything
As long as it past my lips.
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I blow up on my friends
Dropping things on them in an attempt to control them
Showing my twisted complex nature
Destroying everything I ever strived for
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I wish to hurt others
Afraid of being hurt back
I recoil in self defense
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Reality the place you’ll always be
The place that’s never fantasy
The place that’s ruled by logic, laws of physics
The place that’s a place and never a home…
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I thought I was set straight
I Thought I knew what I wanted to do
With my so called starting life
It’s was just a lie
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People, objects, materials, micros
Everything around me is changing
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Everyone around me are leaving me behind
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