Maneshree Govender

Boy in the car,
You seem so near yet you are so far.
I will never know your name,
Neither will I ever know to where you are going.
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I had a dream
this dream it was so real
but a dream which i could feel
and my broken heart this dream began to heal
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Down upon the floor lay a heart.
broken from the start.
covered in dust covered in ash.
left to die among the trash.
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Death came so easy for her poor soul.
to dissapear from the world was her only goal.
as her eyes closed in her life she dispised.
bt this was the only way to ease her pain.
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You always could never tell
The meanings of the words which my heart spell
But I think you know me
I think you know me well.
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I watch you smile at me
From across the room.
You turn and say goodbye
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Licence to hurt
because you are such a flirt.
see the boys
see the girls
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Stolen words are what I gave to you.
Although you would never have a clue.
Now that you know I can't help but wonder what you will do.
But know that I'm just like you too.
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I wont be there
when you turn around.
Maybe then you'll see you actually set me free.
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I watched you as undress for bed.
I watched your lips from the words which you said.
My dear best friend
oh why do you pretend.
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As i looked at you,
I could see you had no clue,
No clue,
no clue at all,
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I carried your heart with mine.
I gave your heart back when it was your heart you couldnt find.
I thought you'd return It safetly to mine.
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I dont Know why I looked at you.
I dont know Why i looked at you,
Why I looked at you i have no clue.
We didnt know
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As I looked around me,
I realised I am free,
For there were many people with many places to be.
I had nowhere to go,
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As i got dressed you stared at me.
When i looked into my mirror it was your face I could see.
as I put on my make-up I knew this was the prettiest I could be.
I loved my new party dress,
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Puff puff puff, inhale inhale inhale
This moment not real but just a memory or story tale.
once more To get away from you I could not help but fail.
I was feeling bored... puff puff puff. No! I want more. puff puff puff....
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As you stood at my gate,
just a smile.. it was my Revenge it felt so good
Maybe I should not maybe I should
Revenge Revenge revenge I would and I could..
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Did you really think you could escape me
When you said good -bye
Did you really think you would be okay and that your heart would not eventually wither or die?
oh What a mess i think of this situation and sigh!
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I wonderwhy? was a question I always asked myself
but never could find the answer as hard as i could try.
Why must people people grow old and why do they die?
Why do ants walk and birds fly?
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