M.A. Ces Poems

How many tears are left in my eyes?
Why do I laugh when I really want to cry?
I wonder why I get up everyday
When in the end it will turn out the same way
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I'm in search for a place to clear my mind
I'm in search for something that I can't find
Because wherever I go I think about you
If you only knew
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Silence is the only thing I hear
Silence is what I fear
Silence tells me that nothing remains
Silence tells ne that its the end of your game
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I know I wouldn't
Be able to live without you
Sometimes I wonder
If you'd die without me too
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How long I stood there
I do not know
I loved how it felt
I couldn't go
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Winds of destiny blow and blow
Take me where I'm not supposed to go
Take me far away from here
Make me forget what's close and dear
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Let me tell you a story
About a girl and a boy
The girl was in love
Oh what joy
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Im not afraid anymore
Of my sweet malediction
This is so unbelievable
It feels like fiction
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The silence of our conversation
Is worse than anything you can say
And that fact that there's but silence between us
Is well to my dismay
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'I love you'
What a big lie
Without you
I wouldn't die
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