loves crushed

my eyes get wider,
my heart beats faster,
my heart skips a beat,
and you disappear.
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I'm sorry for being bad,
I'm sorry for being good,
I'm sorry for not doing all the things i should,
I'm sorry for being mean,
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Live your life,
Like if it was your last,
Your last day should be a blast,
Don't hide yourself,
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my heart feels like broken glass,
blood shall dip and dropp from the last,
broken heart,
where did it begin?
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forget about him,
forget about she,
take my hand,
and live forever with me.
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i look at you,
then the sky,
then the clouds in the sky,
then back at you,
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people look into there broken heart,
wishing,
wanting,
a brand new start,
...

compare me to your last one,
compare me to your first,
compare me to the result of me,
you've brought me closer to earth,
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i have to love myself so i wont get hurt,
no more cuts no more sharp objects to calm me down any more,
i leave a hole in my heart for only me to adore,
no open windows,
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Because of him my life is shattered,
Because of her my life does not matter,
You catch my wave,
You catch my drift,
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