Love's Disciple

Ever since that day i have looked and longed for her
My friends said shes fake but i said shes real
Or at least my feelings for her are
I searched and searched for her when finaly i found her
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Ever since that dream ive never been the same
When i played foot ball i was off my game
but when i searched for her i was more determined
I turned down so many girls
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every day im slowly dieng
just becouse of your lienig
your taring this family apart
id leave if you were smart
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i woke up this morning and walked into the kitchen
to find my son dead to make it worse we had a fight last night
and many thngs were left unsaid
the last words he said to me was i hate you
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its been almost 3 years since that incident happened
i miss her so much that my mind cant stay steady
every day i cant see her i die a little inside
ive visited her grave but it doesnt help the greaving
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