Lilith Van'Nightinveil

The day he looked into her eyes he knew
The day they meet, he could tell how much she'll be a trouble
But no matter what he'll always still love her when she can't love herself
He stayed through the bad and good times
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The girls at the toilet throwing up breakfast
The girls that sit in their room crying
The girls that don't eat because they were told they were fat
The girls that sit in the corner cutting
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We go down to the forest
Carrying our supplies
Further and further and further in
We stop
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You see the girl with low confidence; you go to boost her confidence by taking her virginity by force.

You see the girl with big boobs who tries to hide them; you try to make her proud to have big boobs by molesting her.
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Fear is a unknown substance
It can cause hallucinations, delusion and practically an alternate universe.

Fear is what causes us to lash out in desperation that we are never alone with the growing darkness in our heads.
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Mistakes are part of being human.
Appereciate your mistakes for what they are:
presious life
lessons that
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HElp me come out of my state.
Help me not to bring a razor to my arm.
Help me not to be depressed all the time.
Help me get this curse off of me.
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My mind is blind
My eyes are blind
Where I cannot see
I won't see
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Screams fill the air
The cloggy basement
Filled with cages
With people
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They scuttle around
like a mouse in search for food
Unseen
Beast
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I am lost in the darkness
Can you here me calling?
The night pass
The month pass
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Walking, Wandering
Deep in the forest
Mind is blank
I am lost
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I woke from my deep sleep
I sit up and look around
my friends sleepng around me
They seem so peacefull, if only they knew the truth
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Surrender to darkness
they ask
I fight. I fight until i die
Never switch to that side
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Why do i live?
Why do i speak?
Why do i have friends?
Why dont i die?
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Fighting
Struggling for control
Stuff is piling up
Stress is making it hard
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