lori stlouis

Mom I hope you know that you are always on my mind;
Even if I searched and searched a better mom I'd never find.
No matter what I do you are always there for me;
I know if I worked at it a better daughter I could be.
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I knew you could do it i knew you would not stray;
I waited and i prayed that you would reach this day.
You've changed your life completely you've become a different man;
You never said i can't do that you only said i can.
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Have you ever felt not wanted when you looked into their eyes
You know they see right through you and know about your lies
You tried to hide it from them you were ashamed of your past
You just got caught up in life it went way too fast
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The day you were born I looked into your eyes
I had to ask one question it was the question why
You were so small and fragile your life had just begun
But no matter what life had in store you were my special son
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Until the day i met you i felt nothing inside I never knew what love was i never really tried
My heart had been broken it felt so very small I hid away my feelings i stood behind a wall
You gave me a reason to wake up every day You didnt pay attention to what they had to say
You lifted my spirits and put a smile on my face In your arms i want to be its the only place
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I don't blame you for leaving me here alone;
I sit in utter silence waiting for the phone.
I just want to hear your voice, I want you to be here;
hold me in your arms again and tell me not to fear.
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I came home this morning and you were not there;
all I could do was look around and stare.
I knew the reason the lies became too much;
I'm going to miss your kisses and your gentle touch.
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I am here you are there;
please ask people not to stare.
You are up and I am down;
my crazy life is spinning around.
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Your face I will never see,
in your arms I'll never be.
You had to leave before I came,
but I will always carry your name.
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When I was born I had a different dad;
and when GOD took him I got very mad.
My heart is was broken when I heard I lost my dad;
I'll never forget the day we were all so sad.
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