live to die

All my life
all I wanted
is someone to care for me
stop me if I'm going to do something
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Bleed for what
Bleed to know your alive
Bleed to feel pain
Bleed so you don’t feel pain
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Kill the one you hate
Kill the one you love
Because the one you hate
will be the one you love
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I have no one
to look over me
anyone to care about me
no one to love
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Look at me
Look in my eyes
can you see
my pain
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Goodbye everyone
I see no point in living
anymore whats the
point if your just killing
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The only time
I got to say
My last goodbye
Hiding feeling pain
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I wish I was like
the moon hide during day
then at night no could see
in the dark no one to see my pain
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Why do i
have to hate
why do i
feel this pain from others
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You said you'd be there for me
but you weren't
You said you would help me
but you didn't
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Never understood
Always judge
no one to understand me
why do I put up
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As I walk I fall to my knees
knowing that I'm getting
weaker and weaker by the
second my friends try to
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It seems like no ones there
but there is you cant notice because your worries got you traped
the lonlyness you feel is just in your mind
locked in your mind look around then you will notice
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As I watch you
suffering
I cry in the rain
so no one can see my pain
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Pain is like
a fire
the more you feel pain
the fire gets bigger and bigger
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You say you hate me
but you love me
You say you wont ever love me
but why do you act like you do when I'm away
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Fear is just in
Your mind
Focus on what
Your doing
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Alone at last
not as great a some would say
but to get your thoughts through
is the best time
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Black as night
felling tense all of a sudden
like parilised cant move
I see blood coming out of my scars
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